I’m talking a lot with my mum about what to prepare for when I leave. I’m actually getting really, really excited now. It almost feels like the same excitement I had when I first applied for going, except this time, everything seems more real. Sometimes I catch myself dreaming of going to that place, and then I have to remind myself that I’m no longer dreaming of it, but it’s actually something that’s going to happen.
I’m still in the "what if"-phase, when in reality I should be in the "when"-phase. I guess I still need a little time to let it sink in.
When I read my posts from December last year, I begin to panic. I can’t comprehend how it’s already been a year, 365 days. How is that possible? I can’t understand it at all.
I’m writing a motivation letter, and there’s a point where I have to describe myself. How do I do that. It’s so difficult.
All the happy tears. This is so special.
Carefree, if only for a moment
The French charity the Mimi Foundation told 20 cancer patients they would give them makeovers. All that was required of them was to keep their eyes closed to make the reveal more exciting. The patients expected that when they opened their eyes, they would look beautiful — but they got something else completely.
I spent the day with my mum, looking for presents (and finding nothing) and doing some grocery shopping. It’s been a long time that I’ve spending my day with her like this. When I was younger we’d sometimes go to town and just look around.
Anyway, my uncle and cousin were with us too, and when we were sitting at the restaurant I worked at, my mum and uncle were talking about some chopsticks they had bought, and then at some point, we all ended up playing this game where one of us would throw a piece of paper, and the other had to catch it with the chopsticks.
I can’t tell you guys how weird and fun it was to watch my mum play with us. This kind of thing makes me think that we’re never really going to grow up.
It’s so cold that I don’t even want to exist.
I can’t decide. The original size just seems so gigantic.
I have a weird/mixed feeling.
People are great.
That’s how I feel today